The Train Of My Life!!

It is the train of my life, my journey that i was controlling myself
my train was quite happy the way it was running
but it completed the searching of the dream city to reach
it was having some passengers with whom I have close relation
one day my train decided to change the track for better run
and to reach the dream city as fast as it can
city was too far away from here but still
my train was running.

but the speed of my train was not so good that I wanted
it was because of broken track
dusty and hot wind was blowing everywhere
my train was running slowly but running toward dream city
distance is too long and there is only me in my train

although my train got changes to carry
some passenger many times but
that time my train was not interested to have them
in other words my train didnt see a perfect passenger

one day my train was running as usual
it saw a passenger at a station
my train find something different in that passenger and
finally decided to have that passenger

my train was not aware that
very soon its journey is gonna melodious
very soon that passenger started to impact
on my train but in good way

broken track was continue
but my train was still running
whether with slow pace

very soon the passenger started showing
interest with my train and my train too in return
here this journey completely changed
so soon environment got friendly

my train was so happy to have that with itself
my train was feeling like
it was waiting for that passenger only
even that passenger also was feeling the same

one day that passenger asked for the fare for journey
then my train told the passenger that
if you want to give me fare then be with me for whole journey
now here it again changed the life of my train
because the passenger agreed to be with my train
for whole journey
it was awesome feeling
at sudden dusty and hot wind stopped blowing
and calm and cozy wind starts blowing
every thing was looking new and lovely around me
life now turned in to heaven

my train breathing first time in such a fresh air
there after every day and every night was just different
even no fear of broken track
journey was continue
i was seeing my train so happy first time
both were feeling like in heaven


the passenger made some promises like
not to deboard my train
even my train also made so many some promises
they dreamed so many things to make them true in future
we dreamed what we have to do and
how to do when we reach the dream city
we dreamed the things for almost whole life

at this stage my train was running like in air
feelings was amazing, never experienced before
although my train was not having
much facility that time for that passenger

but still my train was sure to give all things as
it will reach to dream city
even passenger had faith on my train
both were honest and fair
those days were like living the life at fullest

an deep emotional attachment has build up between them
they where living like two magnates with different pole side
but somewhere in the heart of my train
a though always raised
what if it could not that sweet passenger for the dream city
this though always affect the heart and brain like a hammer hit
but still my train never care about it
because it was heaving a figure of personality
who was playing a big role in boosting the moral of my train

my train could do any thing in the presence of that passenger
because if you are morally sound enough
you can kiss you target while walking on spines
and those days my way was full of spines
but still train was running so smoothly

here one day my train took a big step
it decided to stop running for a time being
and waiting to get track repaired
train though once the track get repaired
it will rum much faster toward the dream city
but this step proved the beginning of DARK
because from here countdown get started
for a worst day of my train

my train was confident that it will get a better track very soon
but it did not know how long it could has to wait
no one knew it that this step taken by my train has to be proved a big disaster for itself

from here my destiny also went away from me
every time my train got chance to run again
except failure nothing it got
it happened sometime by my mistakes
and sometime my destiny kicked me out
at such time my train could only laugh at itself

but still it was confident because
it was having a source of positive power
and it was non other than that passenger
that passenger kept on lifting the moral of the train
even passenger promised to wait until the track get repaired

days were just passing like that
train was trying to get back but same outcome nothing else
sometime my train sees some sings of frustration in its attitude

one my train felt some marks of sorrow on the face of passenger
train was trying to speak with the passenger
but the passenger was trying to stay away from my train
finally my train spoke with the passenger and asked the reason
and the reason was the passenger wanted to
give me a surprise with a good news

but the news was not that good
home of the passenger shown negative response for us
nobody knows the reason but response was only negative

From Here Final Countdown got started for the worst
that passenger was still looking confidant and trying best
and here my train was trying much faster after that
but not succeed

now somewhere in the mind of the train it was coming that
now our days are going to off
we still were normal and behaving normally
it was last month of the year and
suddenly I felt some changes in the nature of that passenger
passenger was trying to keep itself away from the train
and started ignoring my train

I tried so many times to get insight of the brain of that passenger
but could not get much
somewhere my train was missing something and
feeling that my train was losing moral support

days was turning weird so badly
my train was getting hanged and was unable to even think sometime
it has been almost 15 days to talk to that passenger
i did not have any news from there

New Year was about to knock
my train was thinking what this New Year will bring for me this time

it was new year eve I got change to talk to my lovable passenger
passenger was tensed and was crying while talking to me
then passenger told to my train that why that was not in touch
passenger was being compelled for not to be with my train
passenger was having really some serious constraints
due to which passenger could has to
pull down the curtain of our relation

my train had nothing to say to the passenger
because It was all my fault
might be my train did not tried hard to get that passenger
my train was laughing on itself while think that
is this the way that new year has to start
but it was just starting
some other dark days was still in queue to come

it was January of new year
my train was waiting of a day that come only in this month only
and that was my train’s birthday
and waiting for some surprise gift

but just 2 days before the birthday
2 passengers with whom my train has close relation, did something
and did that bad, they were struggling to save their life
it was second shock for my train
and this time it broke me up

now my train was surrounded by negative power
life is pissing my train off
dark days were on their peak
my train was unable to think what to do and how to do
my train was trying to catch so many things but
they slipped off every time

birthday came and my lovely passenger was the
one who wished my train first
it was a great feeling for my train
it really helped to my train to calm down

train though now bright days are about to come
this day was last day when that
passenger talked with my train cheerily

my train was struggling for both my those two passengers
and my that sweet passenger
all three are precious for my train
my train did not want to loose anyone of them

train was praying to get beck all them for ever
but me was not expecting that God had different plan for my train
my train did not know that God will get back
with only those two passengers but not that sweet one

from that day suddenly that passenger disappeared somewhere
my train was trying to get with that passenger
but this time passenger was ignoring my train every time
this really hurt the feelings of my train
but somewhere in the heart my train I knew it
that it has to happen

now my train could feel the broken breath of this lovely relation
between that passenger and my train
my train never felt that helpless every before
things ware looking black and white to my train
those were so colorful sometime before

now my train was trying to console itself
and trying to mentally prepare for next
although train knew it that this relation is over now
but my train want to end up this relation
properly in a pleasant environment


luckily one night my train got a chance to talk to that passenger
that passenger was crying
i asked reason, that passenger cried a lot
and said to my train “Sorry I m compelled and I had to knelt in front of my family”
passenger’s family all ready decided with
which train that has to live forever

although my train knew it already
but still it hurt my train a lot
every thing was looking mess
my train was consoling the passenger
and that passenger was doing that same to me

my train was laughing on itself and on its destiny
it was totally out of my mind that
what is happening with my train and what will be next with it
then they decided not to talk and not to meet more in future
but how could they stop their heart who always want to talk

in such environment, for my train it was very hard to
get centralize on the main target
that is to get back on the track as soon as possible
but it was very hard
my train missed some good chance in the influence of this pain
my train was working very hard to recover itself from this situation
but was not able to succeed

i know that passenger was going through the same situation
one day that passenger talked and said it is not easy to live with you
even it is being very hard for that passenger to get casual with the train that passenger’s family chosen
even that passenger ignored that new train also

now it was February of new year
i knew what that passenger was going through
my train realized the passenger that now I am your past
and that new train is your present and future
i know it is very hard to deal with such situation but
you have to be with that new train only and forget me forever

i knew that it will not be easy for the
passenger to accept the new train
but time is very powerful cure for such wound
it will be very hard in starting but slowly-slowly that passenger
will forget my train and one day
my train will be completely out of her mind

today is the Wednesday of February and
tonight that passenger reached to her dream city but with other train
I know how that passenger was feeling today
The passenger can not forget this day for some good memories and for some bad memories also….

here my train was you can say happy today
happy for her but was feeling lifeless today
Every time it was thinking like what will she have been
doing this time, what will she have been feeling this time
every time my train was trying to stop its eyes to get wet

I was not expecting that the life of my train
will turn this way and that soon
my train was feeling like it has heart but breathless

my train do not have any complained to her
what ever she decided, it was the need of the time
my train loved her from the core of its heart and she too
so my train respect her love and her decision

but still some time feeling looser also
because my train dreamed so many things,
planned so many things but could not make them true

I know my train loved the passenger more than anything
And even I can challenge that no one can do more than my train

It is March now and these days
my train is too busy trying to get back on track
and I know , it will be on the track very soon
and even in better way
then it will run with its full speed and then
it will show the world that how fast it can run
but some time think that it should have recorded her voice
so that whenever she come in its mind then just listen her voice
and feel those fresh feelings again. ;)

now my train just wish to God that do not show
such hard days to others.

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